名校风暴第一季

从一开始，我就认定Cristina和Meredith是一类人：同样的聪明，同样的优秀，同样在受伤时拒绝抚慰，拒绝关怀，同样的孤独，同样的要求心灵和身体的自由，同样的对真爱抱有希望。

所以，她们成为了朋友，最要好的朋友，虽然Mere和Izze、Geroge住在一起，但对Mere来说，他们只是室友，只有Cristina才是与Mere心灵交通的人。

曾经不理解，为何Cristina在Burk受伤，生命垂危时转身而去，终于在这里找到了答案：由于9岁时目睹父亲因车祸流血致死，她害怕再次面对挚爱之人的逝去，害怕自己在那一瞬间崩溃，害怕那种眼见着亲人在面前，生命一点一滴的消失而无能为力的无助感。

Mere何尝不是如此，眼看着被疾病慢慢夺走理智的母亲，那种无助感也一直伴随着她，Cristina看到了，感觉到了，于是，"Meredith Grey"成了“my person”.面对着威胁着Mere的死亡，她又一次选择了走开，买便宜货，在酒吧里拼命灌酒，妄图这样打发时间，逃避心灵的伤痛。

幸运的是，Cristina身边还有Burk在,有了Burk的激励，她终于选择了面对这一切，而不放弃希望，当她满含热泪，用坚定的声音说try again的时候，这已经不是原来那个Cristina了，而是一个成长了的，可以用理智来面和意志对艰难困苦的Cristina。

1 Cristina: You know in the movies how there's always the heroes and then there's the other guy? You know the guy who sees danger and runs in the opposite direction? Burke: Yes. Cristina: Be the other guy.Code Black的一集，此时Burke和Grey同时在手术室里，Cristina与Burke耳语。

虽然大家都说在Burke中弹后才看到Cristina的人性，但在一句"Be the other guy."中，我总是固执的觉得，Yang是背叛与格蕾的友情而对Burke说出的这句话。

危机之下，be the other guy.2Meredith：I lied. I'm not out of this relationship. I'm in. I'm so in it's humiliating because here I am begging--Derek：Meredith, just--Meredith：shut up.You say "Meredith," and I yell, remember?Derek：Yeah.Meredith：Okay...here it is.Your choice, it's simple--her or me? And I'm sure she's really great. But, Derek, I love you... in a really, really big... pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you.So pick me.Choose me.Love me.The most famous and representative section.其实我一直觉得格蕾有些phyco,唯一比她更phyco的就是Izzie了。

而且两人都是乍一看还行，越来越phyco的类型。

Anyway,这段话，这样一个没有安全感的人，再加上演员当时desperate的表情，classic.3 Grey/Cristina:I'm your person.第一次听这种说法，直译过来我是你的人总是容易YY出一个红衣大辫子姑娘脸小红一下子对个大老爷们说“我都是你的人了”。

但是当一个dark&twisted的女实习医生肩并肩的抱着另一个cold&inhumand的女实习生说出一句"I'm your person",我才开始有点小动容了，虽然觉得她们的友情线跟进的有点突兀。

4Burke:I could promise to hold you and to cherish you. I could promise to be there whether sickness or health. I could say till death do us depart, but I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples. The ones full of hope, but I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful, but I'm sure and I'm steady, and I know I am a heartman. Take them apart and put them together, I hold them in my hands. I am a heartman. So this I am sure you are my partner, my lover, my very best friend. My heart, my heart beats for you, and on this day today on our wedding I promise you this, I promise you to lay my heart on palm of your hand. I promise you "me".Burke这番话听的时候觉得unbelievably brilliant，把台词写下来着实觉得相对于Burke的性格来说有点墨迹。

但还是很不错的，相当不错。

骄傲严肃，正直善良,永远像一个至高无上的神的存在，不论什么时候都存有理智的相信。

A handy man, a heart man.整个剧里唯一的让人相信的让人抱有幻想的爱情和承诺。

5 Burke: I am Preston Burke! A widely renowned cardio-thoracic surgeon. I am a professional and more than that, I am a good and kind person. I am a person that cleans up behind myself! I am a person that cooks well. And you, you are an unbelievable slob. A slovenly, angry intern. I am Preston Burke! And you, you are the most competitive, most guarded, most stubborn, most challenging person I have ever met! And I love you. What the hell is the matter with you that you won't just let me?哈哈～still Burke，“what the hell is the matter with you that you won't just let me”——发飙的Burke 还是非常口耐的。

作为一个如此骄傲的自己，已经无法忍受yang对他的不信任，对他们爱情的不信任，积压已久的愤怒终于在这样的一个时候冲出，而Yang仍然坐在床上，吃着中餐，看着杂志，甚至是在Burke说"I love you"的时候才抬头看了他一眼。

然后等Burke发完飙，没语调的说出"I gave up my apartment 20 minutes ago."我都不知道该说点啥囧6Cristina:It's not difficult,it's simple.Burke is not here, he has gone.And it's better for him.(小blar) But it's not difficult.He's out there.And I'm here while everything is the same.I still living in his apartment,I walked across the same passages of this hospital and wearing the same clothes.That's not difficult.This is where I am,This is where I choose to be. But,sir,when his hands were shaking, I performed his surgeries, I kept his secrets,I knew his pride.You know it, I know it, and he knows it.He knows it!(小blar)I'm the unseen hand to his glories.And while,everthing is ......everthing is very very different......I was his hand ,and now I'm the ghost.That's not difficult.It's unbearable.I know everybody is proud of him,but I'm not.And I do not wishing him.在Erica把Yang整惨了之后，Burke又很合时宜的得了个什么Harper Avery Award（貌似？

），Yang在停尸房里独自唱着歌，连我都觉得很惨..."I was his hand ,and now I'm the ghost.That's not difficult.It's unbearable."这剧本写的实在是忒到位了，没有什么比an invisible ghost更能体现Yang的地位的了，也没有什么比unbearable更能表现Yang的心情了。

(不知为什么，我想起了我长达近两年的失眠，从校园里没有人的时候去实验室，等到全校掐电的时候回寝室，上午一个熏肉大饼，下午一个煎饼果子，可是凌晨一点躺在床上仍然睡不着，看着太阳冉冉升起。

That's not unbearable,it's suicidal.)7 Izzie:You're right, maybe I should run.But I'd rather be running toward somebody than running away.我说过，Izzie is a phyco,但她之所以phyco也是由于她的emotional.只不过这种emotional一开始是很可爱的，但后来就很有点神经，不知道编剧是怎么把握这个角色的。

但这句话，是我听Izzie说过的最美丽的话了。

我为啥要看格蕾？

我不喜欢生理实验，曾经一度为了逃避实验想在研究生时学生物信息。

我不喜欢这里的很多角色，有感情过度充沛或者完全没感情或者干脆神经病的女人，有要么臭屁要么混蛋的男人，以及优柔寡断的GAY（其实我腐的），以及还不如他们的等等等等。

我不喜欢这里的很多演员，眼角和嘴角都是皱纹的装嫩女主角，长着一双标准YD眼睛的男主角，或者就是虽然好看但长相着实普通的Dr. Model以及虽然长得有很有特点但实在柯趁的Dr.Cold Blood.但我热爱生命。

我喜欢看不同的人站在不同的角度如何对待我们唯一拥有的东西。

我喜欢看这些掌握生命的人如何对待自己的人生。

我喜欢看在最绝望的时刻，人和人是如何握紧双手，彼此拯救。

我喜欢看在一次一次的生还与死亡中，人是如何变的成熟与宽容。

我还是得看格蕾。

Watched GA (Grey's Anatomy) pilot again. I can't explain why I like this show so much. Maybe it attracted me of the unique life style as a surgeon? Great pressure with tough mentors, strong competition, long working hours, and unpredictable troubles involving taking or saving lives. Those are fresh and exciting to learn as a bystander. As an intern, unfortunately, it would be horrifying to experience.At the end of pilot, Meredith said 'I can't think of any reason why I wannt to be a surgeon. But I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose. There are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game. And you either take that step forward, or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field'. Suddenly, I realized why I love this show, especially the part of the anatomy of herself. She keeps on questioning herself, and fears of not being good enough. She is just like me. Watching how she survives is just like watching myself. And finally, I figured out why I love my playing field, that I just wanna prove I can do it.

Grey's 的第七集里，被那对老夫妻感动得哭了出来。

年过半百的老人握着一起走过了半生的人同样苍老的手，互相笑着说“my love, goodbye.”在每一次手术前告别，然后在手术结束后，再次地，say hello。

因为从第一次就知道，每一次的告别都可能成为永别。

这并不是玩笑。

所以用着虔诚深情的表情和爱一次次做最后的仪式。

假以你这一次离开，也不是带着遗憾分离。

是不是这样子。

于是他们说，这才是真正的相濡以沫。

然而感动我的，却不只是这样子。

或许在等待的男人心里，从来没有真正设想和接受过那一种无法再相见的可能性。

于是理所当然地等待着同爱人说你好的时间，然而这一次的告别，却真的成为了永别。

那个苍老的、失了平静的声音在说，不要离开我。

一遍一遍。

那双老迈的、不肯停下手，执著地在早已经没了心跳的心脏上反复徒劳的动作。

只要你醒来。

上天没有赐予一点奇迹的怜悯，那个惶然无措的老人，在黄昏黑夜里，始终没有等到白昼。

那么，到底是要怎样的深情切意，才能在十年、二十年、三十年、四十年、五十年……这样漫长的时间里，一次次将无情的光阴打败。

在这个寡情而薄幸的现实里。

于是那些相濡以沫的事情，在心里渐渐筑成了一座固若金汤的城堡，那叫做……奇迹吧。

之于找寻。

多少人终其一生都在找寻。

在这样烟雾缭绕的世界里，是不是有着那样的存在，值得我们葬掉半生也要去等待。

一开始看觉得很精彩，从第二季开始，一个个一开始很喜欢的角色纷纷义不容辞的变成贱人……弄的我无比郁闷～主角就是经典的小三，和那医生的感情纠葛让人烦不胜烦…第三季开始Izzie就迫不及待的变成一个无比沉闷的精神病人，之后更是拉着George跳到贱人最前线，变成整套剧集里最让人恶心的一对…………当然也有喜欢的。

Cristina的性格是我所欣赏的，还有Miranda Bailey医生，整套剧的大爱啊。

看到她终于当上总住院医生的时候真是让人高兴……

追了两年的《Grey`s anatomy》，关于一群外科实习医生的工作以及爱情的故事。

国内外的医疗环境虽然不一样，但从他们身上，总会不多不少的找得到我当外科实习生的影子，有些事情也深有感触。

听说《Grey` anatomy》还刚获得了2007艾美奖的最佳剧情奖，真是可喜可贺。

在《Grey`s anatomy》的第三季，16集中，一如既往扮演一个悲情角色的Grey Meredith被她悉心救护的病人跘倒掉进水里，扮演受惊吓后对周围事物全无反应的无名氏小女孩，在她掉下水后，仿佛对世界绝了缘，她恰如其分的出色演出，让大家为Meredith的生死捏了一把汗。

但故事发展下去，其实明眼人都会猜得到，Meredith是无论如何都不会与我们告别的，在最紧急的当头，还是王子会挺身而出去拯救公主。

当Shepherd把Meredith从水中打捞起来时，面色苍白的Meredith让扰攘的世间刹那停顿下来，在死亡的面前，一切都显得如此脆弱。

然而在17集中，用了整部的时间去交待Meredith的死而复生，有点冗长，但并不显得拖沓。

更难得的是，除剧情安排得合情理之外，众人合力的表演亦有意料之外的惊喜。

面对自己最爱的人，一向自信的Shepherd亦变得手足无措，只能呆坐一旁抱头默哀。

但当中表演出彩的不是的刻薄的Bailey，不是坚韧的Webber，不是冷静的Burke，不是表现各异的Izzie，Geroge，或Karev，而是一向冷酷自负的Yang，他在大家已进行了四轮CPR，正准备放弃的时候，用她那古怪的语调，并带着扭曲的表情向诸位上级医师喊出“Try again”，不得不老实说，在这一刻，我真的是被感动了。

随之而来的结局其实也一早知道，难逃出主角不能死这个俗套，然而，编剧围绕这个结局，真的在很多小细节上花了心思，令人不得不为其细腻的思路击节叫好。

当一切停下来之后，暗自想了想，如果换成是我，在生与死的边缘，是否会有人为我喊出这一句“Try again”。

Denny出场时躺在病床上，眼睛始终跟随着Izzie，他脸上所展开的笑容一下子抓住了我：舒展，明亮，由衷，和他温柔的眼睛辉映着，很直接的传递着爱意，毫不掩饰。

看着这样一张脸孔，我想任何女人的心都会荡漾着暖意的。

一个受着病痛折磨的人，却一直保持着宽厚明朗的笑容，比任何健康强壮的人更豁达。

看着Denny，我有一种很强烈的感觉：生活是如此的动人。

我想不起Izzie是怎样爱上他的，可能就是这样一分分一寸寸的潜移默化了。

记忆中很揪心的一幕，是Denny第二次入院，因为病情恶化需要在清醒状态中电击来帮助恢复心脏功能。

他在电击时痛苦得大喊，然后对医生说：我讨厌你，你让我像孩子一样大声喊叫，还是在我想取悦的女孩面前。

Izzie紧张担心的脸上一瞬间露出笑容——在自己遭受痛苦的时候还不忘发挥的可爱的幽默感，来安慰所爱的女人。

这样一个男人，足够照亮一个女人的心。

Izzie努力的劝说Denny接受安装心脏辅助装置的手术，来争取更多等待移植的时间--看到这一部分的时候，其实我心里十分矛盾纠结。

我希望他们能最终成为彼此的补偿，哪怕是多一分钟也好，不要留下遗憾。

可又知道这样的努力在给Denny的身体带来多一次的痛苦。

虽然Denny的脸上也开始露出疲惫失望，但他还是对着Izzie笑着，在她的鼓励下再试一次，再试一次……哪怕明知这是渺茫的希望。

有时候我在想，Izzie的爱是不是有些自私，可这又怎么来界定呢，百分之一的美好未来要用百分之九十九的痛苦来博取，是为了自己，也是为了对方，只有相爱的人才能这么去做吧。

Denny终于从病床上站了起来，他们有了第一个拥抱。

Izzie含泪微笑，说，你很高。

为了争取到心脏移植的优先权，Izzie不惜触犯法规，切断Denny心脏装置的电源线来恶化他的病情。

这情到深处的铤而走陷遭到Denny的反对，他温柔的注视着这个为爱疯狂的女孩，希望她能让他安静的离开。

可这是一个不愿向命运服输的女孩，而Denny又是一个深情包容的男人。

最终在她失控的喊着“求求你，求求你，就当是为了我”的眼泪中，他抱住她，说了“好”。

术后醒来的Denny重复了进手术室前的求婚，在得到Izzie“Yes”的回答后，他对身旁的Bailey医生说：我哄她嫁给我了，我聪明吧。

我们都以为新的生活就此展开了，可在Izzie挑选了三条礼服，终于穿着最漂亮的紫红色裙子来到Denny面前时，他的心跳却已经停止了。

不久以前他刚让她感受过温热的手，他们刚刚不可思议的订下婚约……突然这一切都像从没发生过一样了。

我有些不敢相信爱情故事就这样结束了。

其实在这样一部美剧中，其他每个爱情都无外乎是相识，触电，默契，一点点情绪作用，然后是性……并不是说不真挚，只是很速成。

而Denny和Izzie的情感在这样的环境中，就显得格外不同了：不同与常理，简直就像不是站在现实中的。

所以才有了Izzie和同伴关于自己是否了解Denny的争论。

她不清楚他的工作，他的家人，他的朋友，他生活得方式……她只看到他作为病人，住在医院的一面，从这些方面来说，她是不了解他。

但了解并不会催生爱情，我很愿意相信这样无关于一切，只关乎两人之间单纯的感觉的爱情，这的确是很不实际，更可能是很戏剧的。

但我相信，人的心底都是有抛开一切世俗去爱的能力的，只是有没有遇到那个能点燃你的人。

Denny肯定是这样的人。

在我的心里，他几乎等同于最明亮的笑容。

第一次对黑人开始有感觉。

看到他做手术时带的花头巾，很可爱。

喜欢christina没有表情的脸。

反正看这两个人最有感觉后来开始喜欢Callie和ADDISON。

后来每个人都变成很爱。

我第一次看到格蕾的时候还是大学二年级，因为当时新东方英文老师推荐这部片子，谁知一看就爱上了，不可自拔。

开始时候没日没夜得看了两季，后来忙着作业考试毕业就忘了，毕业来到温哥华之后日子过得没滋没味，又想起来看这部剧。

像小孩子攒糖吃那样，故意忍住好奇心，等新出了几集之后找个日子一气儿看完，然后再满怀期待下一次的到来。

昨天看土豆上有23、24的资源了，因为今天要考试，所以拼命忍住不看。

下午考完，从West Broadway一路晃晃悠悠往天车站走，竟然看到有一家专门卖医生和护士服装鞋子的店，玻璃上贴的海报就是亲爱的格雷。

门口的橱窗摆着看起来很舒服的白色鞋子，我也好想要一双迫不及待跑回家，开电脑，上土豆。

一开始是坐在凳子上看的，可是到那个男人开枪后，我就吓得抱着笔记本跑到床上，盖着被子，缩成一团揪心的看。

我还嘲笑自己说，傻瓜，他们是在演戏啊，可是还是攥紧双拳咬紧牙关屏住眼泪，他们陪了我那么久那么久，整整4年的时光啊，感觉就像成了彼此相熟的朋友，一举一动总牵心。

在看24集的时候，外面的天也一点点的黑下来，当结尾曲响起，没有来得及开灯的房间像是熄了灯的电影院，原来自己看电影也有这么曲终人散的感慨。

第七季的预告也没有让我感觉好一些。

躺在床上，以前格蕾里的一幕幕缓缓飘过，我想念那个漂亮的模特想念她明媚的笑，想念那个蓝色小鹿眼睛的男人，想念那个永远握着别人心的男人，想念他在婚礼上说给新娘的话。

但是最最想念的是BAILY打电话给她儿子时望着西雅图的夜色哼的那首歌：“爸爸的东西好，妈妈的东西妙，上帝总会给每个孩子，属于他自己的宝。

”没有人陪伴的日子里，我也常常这么唱给自己听。

格蕾每集的最后总会出现几句比较深刻的话，关于生活的，关于爱情的，关于幸福的，关于生命的，我总会从中得到点什么。

大学一开始看的时候，我最不喜欢的是chistina，觉得她自私又无情，可是看到后来，我最喜欢的角色却变成了她，她外表冷漠嘴上刻薄聪明又处处争先，她就像是住我每日微笑面具下的另一个我，不服输的我，苛求完美的我。

想着想着，就忍不住找出第一季来看，刚看了开头，眼泪就落下来了，故事是从五个朝气蓬勃的实习医生开始的，请注意，朝气蓬勃这个形容词，年轻多美好啊，为了一点感情彼此纠葛不清，为了争一个特殊的病人勾心斗角。

那时候他们面容姣好，周身洋溢着青春的幸福。

等看到第六季，MERE皱眉时候额心的那道纹让我觉得刺痛，我最近总盯着镜子看，发现我也有了这么不深不浅的一道，我以前在家的时候不该埋怨爸爸妈妈总是皱眉弄得眉心的皱纹怎么揉都揉不开。

现在我知道，这就是时间，摧枯拉朽的力量，岁月是一把太锋利的手术刀了，没有谁能在它下全身而退。

想起前几天老师讲她年轻时的故事，说她在30多岁的时候终于又遇见了她高中时期暗恋了很久很久的男生，但她怎么都不敢相信坐在她隔桌那个不修边幅言语粗鄙满脸酒气的男人，是那个高中时候清秀的抱着吉他唱歌的打篮球超好的拉风男孩。

就像是谁来跟大家开了场玩笑。

或许真的上帝在云端，只眨了一眨眼。

等多年以后的我，回国再见到你们的时候，是什么场景，我会不会变成一个一点都不漂亮不可爱也不幽默的平凡妇人了呢？

24岁，本命年，开始觉得明天的我永远不可能比今天更年轻，我开始恐慌了，不知道该怎么办，像我小时候觉得20岁多老啊，老得都可以去死了，可是转眼我都要奔三了。

另外一个让我难过的理由是，小时候我以为20岁的我就很了不起无所不能了。

可是事实上，快25的我，还抱着台破电脑靠在床上打字，一事无成。

如果可以，真的想在老去之前死去，就让生命永远停在最灿烂的时候。

我害怕未来。

世事那么无常，有谁知道明天会怎样。

要是格蕾里的年轻人们知道今天会面临死亡，5年前的今天他们还会不会走进这家医院呢？

可是生命里总有些人注定要相逢，有些又注定要离开。

前天无意逛到老公前女友的博客，发现她贴出了结婚照和婚礼时候的照片，还说年底就会有宝宝了，洋溢着幸福。

我从来没见过她，但是心里一直都感谢她。

都说每一个女人，都是男人的一所学校。

（可惜我不是一所好学校，我只会给人带来伤害。

）她教会了他怎么对女生耐心体贴，教会了他什么叫责任感，所以等我再遇见他的时候，他已经不是那个羞涩的不成熟的小男生，而是变成了一座高大的山，一个坚实的臂膀，一个宁静的港湾。

所以，是她错过了他，他才又遇见了我。

这样看来，似乎又要感谢时光，把他雕琢成优秀的老公，然后送到我的身旁。

可是我又会被岁月千刀万剐成什么样呢可不可以慢点再慢点儿，轻点再轻点儿。。。。。。

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Camplight, "Blood and Peanut Butter"Umbrellas, "The City Lights"Emiliana Torrini, "Today Has Been Okay"Episode 7: “Something to Talk About” The Faders, "Better Off Dead"Annie, "Chewing Gum"Mark Joseph, "Get Through"kt tunstall, "other side of the world"Rosie Thomas, "Since You've Been Around"Episode 8: “Let it Be” Gabin, "Bang Bang to the Rock n' Roll"Joe Purdy, "Far Away Blues"Nouvelle Vague, "I Melt With You"Anya Marina, "Miss Halfway"The Faders, "No Sleep Tonight"The Chalets, "Sexy Mistake"Episode 9: “Thanks for the Memories” The O.A.O.T.'s, "Dance"Dressy Bessy, "New Song (From Me to You)"Keren Ann, "Not Going Anywhere"Fannypack, "Nu Nu (Yeah Yeah)"Josh Rouse, "Sad Eyes"Emiliana Torrini, "Serenade"Nellie McKay, "The Dog Song"Mark McAdam, "Too Hard"Episode 10: “Much Too Much”Get Set Go, "Crying Shame"James Blunt, "High"Greenskeepers, "Lotion"Roisin Murphy, "Night of the Dancing Flame"Lifehouse, "You and Me"Episode 11: “Owner of a Lonely Heart” Jim Noir, "I Me You"Emiliana Torrini, "Sunny Road"James Blunt, "Tears and Rain"Gemma Hayes, "Two Step"Moonbabies, "War On Sound"Episode 12: “Grandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer” Jet, "Back Door Santa"Maria Taylor, "Christmas After All"Holidays on Ice, "Here Comes Your Ride"Sixpence None The Richer, "It Came Upon a Midnight Clear"The LeeVees, "Latke Clan"Catie Curtis, "Lo, How A Rose E'er Blooming"Lou Rawls, "Santa Claus Is Comin' to Town"Nat King Cole, "The Christmas Song (Merry Christmas to You)"Mascott & Dave Derby, "This Christmastime"Episode 13: “Begin the Begin” Slow Runner, "Break Your Momma's Back"The 88, "Hide Another Mistake"Kraak & Smaak, "One of These Days"Cary Brothers, "Ride"Episode 14: “Tell Me Sweet Little Lies” Saint Etienne, "A Good Thing"Carey Ott, "Am I Just One"Adrienne Pierce, "Fool's Gold"Sam Winch, "I Got Some Moves"Metric, "Monster Hospital"Mike Tarantino, "Wienermobile Girl"Episode 15: “Break On Through” Emilia, "Big Big World"Leeroy Stagger, "Just In Case"Landon Pigg, "Sailed On"Kendall Payne, "Scratch"Rebecca Lynn, "Small World, Big Girl"Kate Earl, "Someone to Love"Aqueduct, "The Suggestion Box"Vassy, "Wanna Fly"Episode 16: “It’s the End of the World…”Big Big World (TNT Big Phat Mix): EmiliaMonotypes, "Dead Streets"Michael Stipe & Chris Martin, "In The Sun"Joseph Arthur, "In the Sun"Ursula 1000, "Kaboom"kt tunstall, "Miniature Disasters"Kate Havnevik, "Unlike Me"Episode 17: “... 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Lo"TV On The Radi, "Province"Mindy Smith, "Fall For Nothing"Episode 5: "Oh, The Guilt"Nellie McKay, "Clonie"Kate Havnevik, "Kaleidoscope"The Second Band, "Wild Is The Wind"Fionn Regan, "Be Good Or Be Gone"Keisha White, "Don't Mistake Me"Episode 6, "Let The Angels Commit"Teddy Bears, "Cobrastyle"Jim Noir, "My Patch"Peter Bjorn & John, "Young Folks"Gomez, "Notice"Vega 4, "Life is Beautiful"Episode 7: "Where The Boys Are"Beck, "Think I'm In Love"Jim Noir, "Tell Me What To Do"Luke Temple, "Make Right With You"Inara George, "Greedy"The Jealous Girlfriends, "Something In The Water"Big Sandy & His Fly Rite Boys, "It's Time"Brett Dennen, "There Is So Much More"Bedouin Soundclash, "12:59 Lullaby"Bill Ricchini, "A Cold Wind Will Blow Through Your Door"Episode 8: "Staring at the Sun"Lily Allen, "Not Big"Get Set Go, "Everybody Get Movin'"The Watson Twins, "Time of My Life"Mat Kearney, "Where We Gonna Go From Here"Ingrid Michaelson, "Breakable"Chandra Wilson (Miranda Bailey), "God Bless the Child"Episode 9: "From a Whisper to a Scream"The Dears, "You And I Are A Gang of Losers"Damien Rice, "9 Crimes"Kate Havnevik, "New Day"Episode 10: "Don't Stand So Close to Me"Anya Marina, "Sociopath"John Legend, "Show Me"Son Volt, "World Waits For You"Episode 11: "Six Days (Part I)"The Research, "Lonely Hearts Still Beat The Same"William Fitzsimmons, "Passion Play"Emiliana Torrini, "Beggars Prayer (demo)"Michelle Featherstone, "Rest Of My Life"Travis, "Love Will Come Through"Episode 12: "Six Days (Part II)"1. OK Go, "Here It Goes Again"The song plays as Meredith and Derek bicker in bed after not getting much sleep. Izzie and George discuss Izzie's check.2. Regina Spektor, "Fidelity"The song plays as Addison and Callie talk about Addison's choice to not have Mark's baby.3. Ingrid Michaelson, "The Way That I Am"The song plays as Cristina complains about sleeping alone, and Meredith confesses she feels jealous of George's relationship with his dad. Cristina brings Burke his dinner.4. Susanna & The Magical Orchestra, "Love Will Tear Us Apart"The song plays as the O'Malley family makes a decision about George's dad.5. Gary Jules, "Falling Awake"The song plays as Burke, Cristina and Derek talk about Mr. o'Malley. His family is gathered around him in the hospital. George's friends wait in support of him.6. The Slip, "Life in Disguise"The song plays as Cristina consoles George, Alex and Addison spend time together, and Derek goes to sleep beside Meredith.Episode 13: “Great Expectations”1. Lily Frost, “Enchantment”Burke has Derek and Meredith over for a dinner party at his house, and Cristina sits in the kitchen counter tossing cereal into her mouth and drinking wine straight from the bottle.2. Umbrellas, “Ships”Callie, Cristina and Richard operate on a patient. Derek yells at Meredith about telling Sloan about the chief. Dr. Bailey asks Dr. Burke for help. Izzie talks to Rachel about letting go of Jilly who is going to die of a disease.3. Skye, “Love Show”Addison invites Alex to a surgery. Meredith and Derek fight, but make up. Cristina and Burke make up. George and Callie make up.Episode 14: "Wishin' and Hopin'"1. Sybarite, "Runaway" feat. PsappThe song plays as Izzie and Bailey look onto their new "Denny Duquette Memorial" clinic. Cristina considers her ring. Meredith prepares to speak with her mother.2. Beck, "Elevator Music"The song plays as Izzie and Alex offer a patient a free consultation. Ellis and Cristina talk about Meredith.3. Miho Hatori, "Barracuda"The song plays as Vincent learns about his girlfriend. Cristina begs to be included in a surgery. Meredith warns Derek about her mother but Derek talks to Ellis anyway.4. Iain Archer, "Canal Song"The song plays as Meredith talks with Richard.5. Susanna & The Magical Orchestra, "Believer"The song plays as Richard and Ellis talk about Meredith and their past relationship.6. The Whitest Boy Alive, "Fireworks"The song plays as Cristina and Burke share their moment.Episode 15: "Walk On Water"1. Radio Citizen, "The Hop"Meredith sits in the bathtub alone, Derek tells Meredith he is concerned about her, Izzie misses George, Cristina tells Burke not to tell anyone they are engaged.2. Union of Knives, "Opposite Direction"Bailey tells interns to get out there and help people, Meredith tends to the wounded.3. 8MM, "Liar"Izzie tells Vince to find search and rescue, Derek asks Meredith if she is upset, Addison and Richard talk, Cristina confronts Burke.4. Snow Patrol, "Make This Go On Forever"Alex checks on Jane Doe, Mrs. Heit waits for word on her son, Rick starts to have a seizure, A crowd of distraught family members yells at Alex, and Meredith is accidentally knocked off the pier into the water.Episode 16: "Drowning On Dry Land"1. Butterfly Boucher, "A Bitter Song"The song plays as the episode opens and Meredith struggles in the water. Later, the track plays at the end of the episode as the doctors furiously work on Meredith.2. Kate Havnevik, "Timeless"Song plays as Izzie drills into the patient's head. The little girl stares at the water as Derek finally emerges with Meredith.3. Patrick Watson, "The Great Escape"The song plays as Izzie is in surgery with her patient. Alex posts pictures from the morgue.Episode 17: "Some Kind of Miracle"1. Aqualung, "The Lake"The song plays early in the episode as the Chief works on Meredith.2. Damien Rice, "Sleep Don't Weep"This track is showcased when Meredith's heart flatlines, and the doctors look on, perplexed - and unsure if they should continue.3. Unkle Bob, "Swans"Song plays as Chief says goodbye to Ellis, Derek sleeps by Meredith, and Izzie & Denny sense each other in the hallway.Episode 18: "Scars and Souvenirs"1. Koop, "Come To Me"Plays as Izzie gets surprised by Alex in the morning, and she complains to Meredith about it. At the same time, George complains to his wife, Callie, about Izzie.2. Gomez, "Girlshapedlovedrug"Cristina catches up with Colin, who shows up out of the blue. Derek and George prep for her operation. Callie tells George about her family.3. Psapp, "Hi"This one plays while Meredith tells Derek she is having dinner with her father, Thatcher, and the interns talk in the cafeteria.4. Wild Sweet Orange, "Land Of No Return"Meredith and her father and stepmother have dinner. Meanwhile, Dr. Burke questions Cristina about her past relationships.5. Anya Marina, "Move You"George and Izzie get drunk and have a blast together. Alex checks on Jane Doe, again. Cristina and Meredith have a heart to heart.Episode 19: "My Favorite Mistake"1. Mirah, "La Familia"This song plays at the beginning of the episode as Izzie wakes up and Meredith and Cristina ask her questions about her night.2. Alamo Race Track, "Black Cat John Brown"At lunch, Izzie asks Meredith about blacking out after drinking. Cristina talks about Burke. Izzie asks about Jane Doe's face selection.3. Adam Merrin, "Still Alright"You hear this song as George has a flashback to the night before... and he goes to confront Izzie about it.4. Let's Go Sailing, "All I Want From You Is Love"This song plays as Meredith harvests bone during her much-anticipated operation, and Cristina amputates her patient's foot.5. Let's Go Sailing, "Sideways"Alex talks to Jane Doe about her new face. Cristina talks to Burke about their wedding. Meredith talks to Derek about her dad.Episode 20: "Time After Time" 1. Amy Winehouse, "You Know I'm No Good"The song plays as Burke and Cristina operate on a patient.2. The Whitest Boy Alive, "Burning"Plays as Cristina and Meredith discuss their issues with Colin and Susan, and Alex asks for Cristina's help.3. Nouvelle Vague, "Dancing With Myself"Playing in the background as the interns hang out at the clinic and talk about their patients.4. Maria Taylor, "Clean Getaway"George helps Izzie get dressed and she tells him about her family.5. Lullaby Baxter, "Fontana Fontaine"This track plays when Derek asks Bailey for advice about Meredith, and as George takes a recovering Izzie down to pediatrics.6. Maria Taylor, "A Good Start"Jane Doe argues with Alex. Burke and Cristina talk about Colin at home. Susan confronts Meredith and they have a heart to heart. Addison finds Richard hitting on a woman... and decides to intervene.Episode 21: "Desire"1. The Reddmen, "The Secrets of Amanda Prine"We hear this song as the interns study for a big exam.2. Let's Go Sailing, "Better Off"Callie and Addison talk about their various relationships and feelings while this song plays (and Ava listens) in the background.3. The Bird & The Bee, "Again & Again"The interns continue studying, while testing out wedding cakes.4. Beck, "Nausea"The surgeons and interns participate in various operations.5. Anna Waronker, "How Am I Doing"This song plays at the end of the episode, as Cristina is studying and picks a cake, while George and Izzie talk about the future, and Addison unsuccessfully tries to get Alex to hang out with her.Episodes 22 & 23: "The Other Side of This Life (Parts I & II)"1. Feist, "Sealion"The song plays as the interns are wakeful at night, and Cristina awakes to find Burke's mother is there.2. The Mary Onettes, "Lost"The song plays as Addison Montgomery drives along the Pacific coast and enters the Oceanside Wellness Clinic.3. The Broken West, "Down In The Valley"Addison enters the Wellness Clinic and finds Naomi.4. The Switches, "Message From Yuz"Naomi tells Addison they have an opening.5. The Rosewood Thieves, "Los Angeles"Couples therapy at the Wellness Center.6. Jem, "California Sun"Naomi and Addison talk, Violet runs into her ex.7. The Adored, "Not Having It"Cooper cries over his stripped vehicle.8. Brandi Carlile, "Turpentine"Addison yells at the elevator to stop talking!Episode 24: "Testing 1-2-3"1. Let's Go Sailing, "This Rope Is Long"This song plays as Meredith gets dressed in a black dress as the interns study. Callie and George study. Meredith talks with Derek at the hospital and Cristina and Burke talk about the wedding.2. Amy Winehouse, "Wake Up Alone"The song plays as George tries to talk to the Chief, and the doctors operate on the three hypothermic mountain climbers.3. Ingrid Michaelson, "Corner Of Your Heart"Alex and Ava argue about her memory and what she really knows. Izzie tries to talk with George about Mercy West but becomes upset.4. The Weather Machines, "Stains Of Saints"This song plays as Addison joins Derek, Mark and Preston at Burke's bachelor party at Joe's bar.5. Paolo Nutini, "Million Faces"A mysterious woman offers to buy Derek a drink in the bar, while Ava (or Rebecca Pope) and Alex reconcile, and Richard finds Adele.Episode 25: "Didn't We Almost Have It All"1. The Jealous Girlfriends, "Roboxula"Callie copies Cristina's vows onto her hand, Izzie and Meredith play toilet paper bride, Richard tells Mark he won't be Chief, and Bailey tells Derek that they found the fourth mountain climber.2. Grace Potter, "Falling Or Flying"Cristina is unable to sleep on the eve of her wedding day, Alex watches Rebecca and her husband talk, Derek talks to Meredith about his night.3. Ray Lamontagne, "Hold You In My Arms"Burke practices his vows in the O.R., Callie says she wants a baby, Alex talks with Rebecca's husband, Jeff, while he holds her baby.4. Coburn, "Closer"Cristina operates in order to clear her head before the ceremony. Izzie helps George tie his tie and declares her feelings for him.5. Ray Lamontagne, "Within You"The interns get their test results. Ava begs Alex to give her a reason to stay, and Meredith and Derek have a disappointing heart to heart.6. The Hereafter, "Eulogy"The song plays as Alex talks to Addison about Ava. George and Bailey talk about his results, and whether they failed one another. Meanwhile, the ladies get ready for the wedding.7. The Mary Onettes, "Explosions"Cristina readies herself and Preston goes to check on her.8. Ingrid Michaelson, "Keep Breathing"The song plays in the final few minutes of the episode as Alex looks for Rebecca, Meredith helps Cristina out of her dress, Callie watches Izzie sitting in the chapel, George meets Lexie Grey, and Richard talks with Derek about the Chief position.P.S.在雨天，在晚上，反反复复听着曾经在剧集里出现的那些歌。

随着歌的旋律模模糊糊记得起那些情节，那些漂浮不定的情绪。

因为这部剧，记得Jem，记得Thirteen Senses，记得Snow Patrol，记得Keane，当然也会记得Meredith、Dereck、Cristina、Izzie这些人物。

他们的哭与笑，快乐与悲伤，都在这些那些歌中。