我不是龙套

刚开始看的时候只觉得画风好可爱，绘本风格，鼹鼠真的是戳到萌点。

但是随着对话开展，感受会越来越伤感，鼹鼠、狐狸、马一直陪在男孩儿身边，鼓励着他，陪着他找到家，我感觉鼹鼠、狐狸、马都是男孩本身，是自己内心坚强善良的一面，我有过害怕、有过善良，有过奔跑，有过飞翔，这些都是我成长的一部分，追寻梦想的路上，依靠的只有自己。

I am glad you are here too！

（这是最隐晦的我爱你&）we can only see our outsides, but nearly everything happens on the inside? 我们只能看到外在发生的，但几乎所有事情都发生在内在。

One of our greatest freedoms is how we react to things.我们最大的自由是遇到事情可以选择怎样反应。

Sometimes your mind plays tricks on you. It can tell you you are no good, that it's all hopeless. But I've discovered this: you are loved, and important, and you bring to this world things that no one else can. So hold on!有时你的头脑会捉弄你。

它可以告诉你你不好，一切都无望了。

但我发现了这一点：你被爱着，你很重要，你给这个世界带来了别人无法做到的东西。

所以坚持住！

To love, and be loved！

爱与被爱！

the Mole: Hello!the Boy: Hello!the Mole: What are you doing here?the Boy: I'm...lost.the Mole: Oh dear! Well, that's no good. So how did you get here? Well, HELLO!the Boy: Hello, who?the Mole: Hello, cake!the Boy: What cake?the Mole: That cake! It looks delicious, spectacular, I mean it's magnificent.the Boy: I can't see a cake.the Mole: It's...it's...Oh it's a TREE.the Boy: It is a lovely tree, and it did look a bit like a cake.the Mole: So...Yes. Well, no cake, and you are lost.the Boy: Yes.the Mole: An old mole once told me:"When you're lost, follow the river, and it will take you home."the Boy: But I can't see a river.the Mole: Perhaps you can see one from that branch. And if you happens to see a cake while you are up...the Boy: I'm so sorry!the Mole: Oh no, I am sorry.the Boy: Are you ok?the Mole: Completely my fault. the Boy: I'm really sorry.the Mole: Well, no. Thank you. I was feeling a bit warm actually. What can you see?the Boy: Nothing, really.the Mole: Oh...What do you want to be when you grow up?the Boy: Kind.the Mole: Mmm. Nothing beats kindness. It sits quietly beyond all things. So much beauty we need to look after.the Boy: Yes. So much. Are you all right?the Mole: Yes. Sorry. Totally fine. No, just thought we should start looking for that river. Lemon drizzle! This is quite a hill.the Boy: Is this better?the Mole: Oh! Well I don't want to be so much trouble.the Boy: It's okay.the Mole: Oh well, thank you!the Boy: What's that over there?the Mole: It's the wild. Don't fear it.the Boy: Look! I can see a river.the Mole: Wait! What? I said don't fear it, not charge straight at it. I mean, really. Good Grief!the Boy: Do you have a favorite saying?the Mole: Yes.the Boy: What is it?the Mole: If at first you don't succeed, have some cake.the Boy: I see. Does it work?the Mole: Every time.the Boy: Did the old mole say which way we should follow?the Mole: Mmm...I didn't ask her that.the Boy: Oh. Isn't it odd, we can only see our outsides, but nearly everything happens on the inside? Is there...something there? It's getting dark.the Mole: Shall we...hmm?the Boy: Good idea!the Mole: We can set off properly tomorrow.the Boy: What was that? Imagine how we'd be if we were...less afraid.the Mole: Most of the old moles I know wish they'd listened less to their fears, and more to their dreams. What do you dream about?the Boy: Home.the Mole: Oh. What's that like?the Boy: I don't know. I'm...not sure. But, I know I need one.the Mole: Oh, golly! He looks hungry!the Boy: He does. It's ok. The fox is gone. What was that?the Mole: I'm not sure.the Boy: Do you think someone is hurt?the Mole: Maybe.the Boy: Should we go and check?the Mole: Good idea. I'll stay in here to... keep you warm.the Boy: Okay. Thank you. It's the fox! He's...trapped.the Mole: Oh dear!the Boy: Please, be careful!the Mole: I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid. I am not afraid...the Fox: If I wasn't caught in this snare...I'd kill you!the Mole: If you stay in that snare, you'll... die!the Boy: You did so well!the Mole: One of our greatest freedoms is how we react to things.the Mole: Lovely morning! Should we get go...?the Boy: Whoops! You're rolling! You look like a snowball. No, a mole ball, a snow mole... Stop rolling!the Mole: Goodness me!the Boy: Oh gosh! No! The river. Look out! Take my hand! Oh no! The fox! No! No! No! No...the Mole: Thank you!the Boy: Thank you. Oh the fox is back. Do you think he's coming with us?the Mole: Oh, I do hope so.the Boy: Maybe he's lost, too.the Mole: Well I think everyone feels a bit lost sometimes. I know I do. I know what a home looks like. the Boy: Do you?the Mole: Yes. It has walls, a roof, a bell above the door, and cakes in every window.the Boy: I think that's a cake shop. the Mole: Oh! Is that not a type of home?the Boy: You can't live in a cake shop.the Mole: Well, why ever not?the Boy: I think home is somewhere warm, and kind, with lights.the Mole: Oh! Hello!the Horse: Hello!the Boy: Hello! Have... you been here a while?the Horse: It feels that way.the Boy: Are you lost?the Horse: No.the Mole: We are, but we... have a plan. Oh...the snow on the trees, it really does look just like icing!the Boy: You are obsessed. Doing nothing with friends is never doing nothing, is it?the Mole: No. Oh! Look at that! I am so small!the Boy: Yes. But you make a HUGE difference!the Horse: So, what are we doing?the Mole: Well, we are on a quest for cake.the Horse: Are you now?the Mole: No no, not really. We're following the river to find a home.the Horse: How far is it?the Boy: We...don't know.the Horse: Well, let's get going then.the Boy: How fast can you run?the Mole: Well I wouldn't say I was a natural athlete, but I did once win a digging competition.the Boy: I don't mean YOU.the Mole: Oh, I see. Well, oh! Golly!the Horse: You fell. But I've got you!the Boy: Sorry!the Horse: It was an accident.the Boy: It was my fault. I let go. Oh gosh! Sorry. Sorry.the Horse: Ah no, tears fall for a reason. And they are your strength, not weakness.the Boy: I think you believe in me, more than I do.the Horse: You'll catch up. Life is difficult...but you're loved.the Boy: Look! Lights! That looks like a home.the Mole: Yes, it does, doesn't it?the Boy: The fox never really speaks.the Mole: No. And it's lovely he's with us.the Fox: To be honest, I...I often feel I've got nothing interesting to say.the Horse: Being honest is always interesting.the Boy: What's the bravest thing you've ever said?the Horse: "HELP!" Asking for help isn't giving up. It's refusing to give up.the Mole: Sometimes I want to say "I love you all", but I find it difficult. the Boy: Do you?the Mole: Yes. So I say something like "I'm glad we're all here".the Boy: Okay.the Mole: I'm glad we're all here!the Boy: We are so glad you're here, too! the Mole: Ahh!the Boy: What should we do? That didn't sound good.the Mole: Good grief! I don't like this!the Horse: When the big things feel out of control, focus on what you love right under your nose.the Boy: Oh I like that!the Horse: The storm will pass!the Boy: Oh no! Where are the lights? I can't see them anymore. It feels like we have such a long way to go.the Horse: I know. But look how far we've come.the Boy: I just...don't think we can do this. I'm never going to find a home.the Fox: You know, sometimes your mind plays tricks on you. It can tell you you are no good, that it's all hopeless. But I've discovered this: you are loved, and important, and you bring to this world things that no one else can. So hold on!the Boy: Are you all right?the Horse: There's...something I haven't told you.the Boy: What?the Horse: I can fly.the Boy: You can fly?the Horse: Yes. But I stopped, because it made the other horses jealous.the Boy: Well, we love you, whether you can fly, or not. Come and join us.the Fox: Oh I think I'll stay here. Thank you!the Boy: Please? WowWowthe Horse: Look! There it is!the Boy: You found it. It...looks like a home, doesn't it?the Mole: Well, here we are then.the Boy: Yes. Thank you! Goodbye!the Fox: Always remember: You are enough, just as you are!the Mole: I'm glad we're all here!the Boy: I'm so glad you're here, too! Goodbye! I'm really going to miss you... No! Home isn't always a place, is it?the Mole: Well, this is warm.the Fox: Mmm...and very kind. the Horse: And look at the stars!the Boy: So, you know all about me.the Horse: Yes!the Boy: And, you still love me? the Horse: We love you all the more!the Boy: That's why we are here, isn't it?the Mole: For cake?the Boy: To love, and be loved.

- “What do you wanna be when you grow up?”- “Kind.”- “If at first you don’t succeed, have some cake.”- “Most of the old moles I know wish they’d listened less to their fears and more to their dreams.”- “One of our greatest freedoms is how we react to things.”- “I am so small.”- “But you make a huge difference.”- “You fell, but I’ve got you.”- “Life is difficult, but you are loved.”- “What is the bravest thing you’ve ever said?”- “Help. Asking for help isn’t giving up. It’s refusing to give up. ”

雪野，冰河，纯粹的画风，还有治愈的台词，有被感动到。

1-When you are lost, follow the river, and it will take you home. 2-What do you want to be when you grow up? -Kind. -Nothing beats kindness. 3-Listen less to the fearness and more to the dreams. 4-What do you dream about? -Home. -What’s that like? -I don’t know. I’m not sure, but I know I need one. …Home isn’t always a place. To love and be loved.5-Do you have a favorite saying? What is it? -If at first you don’t succeed, have some cake.6- One of our greatest freedoms is how we react to things. 7- Life is difficult, but you are loved. 8- Doing nothing with friends is never doing nothing. 9-When the big things feel out of control, focus on what you love right under your nose. This storm will pass.10- What’s the bravest thing you’ve ever said? -Help. -Asking for help isn’t giving up. It’s refusing to give up. 11- I can fly but I stopped. Because other horses will be jealous. -We love you whether you can fly or not.12- You are enough just as you are.13- I’m glad we are all here. （听写&记忆可能不100%同影片一致）

电影是课上作为期中考试题目被“强迫观看”的，但是电影的有趣是真的。

最后也没把想写的写完，是为遗憾之一，因此，在这里码字留住灵感的冲动。

家，在男孩那里是有灯光的房子，在鼹鼠心里是有蛋糕的房子，两人心里的家都是符号意义上的，因此，两人也找不到所谓的家。

最后男孩找到的所谓的家，也并不是世俗意义上我们认为的家，最后的分别时刻，男孩转过头来，望向朋友们，他选择了追随自己的心，选择了被爱和被坚定选择的朋友们。

狐狸的一句话说的很尖哈“有时候你的大脑会欺骗你，hold on ”（大意如此，记不清了哈）真的，有时候，感觉自己好累，目标好远，转头却发现，咦？

我追求的竟然是我已经拥有的。

所谓远大前程，不过浮华一梦。

故事是“回家之旅”，但同时也是“治愈之旅”，也是“自我找寻之旅”。

故事开始，我就在找谁是影片中的最强大的人，（我承认有应试教育下的竞争心理作祟）一开始，我认为是马。

鼹鼠和男孩不可能是最强大的人，鼹鼠是胆小的，即使它拯救了凶狠的狐狸，即使它富有智慧，但它始终是恐惧的。

它恐惧跨出第一步，开始寻家之旅，所以，它能做的就是陪伴。

而男孩，影片中唯一的人类，竟然也是我眼光中最弱小的，被救赎的那一个。

狐狸就更谈不上所谓强者了。

他凶狠的外表下，藏着的是最为脆弱的心，也就是我们成语中的外强中干。

一个真正的强者，不是在弱者面前张牙舞爪，不是在想交往的朋友面前不敢上前，原地打转。

一开始，我认为马才是最强大的人，马拥有勇敢的心，是他迈出了第一步，带着朋友们上路；马拥有善良的心，是他估计摔倒的男孩站起来；马拥有坦荡的心，是他大方坦荡地说狐狸的存在也是很有意思的事情。

综上，我认为马是最强大的人。

但是，朋友们，马也有他的脆弱之处，他也有阿喀琉斯之踵，他的弱点就是他的长处。

他过于强大，他是一匹会飞的马，这是真正的“天马行空”啊朋友们。

（影片看到这个地方，我就突然体会到什么叫天马行空，这居然真的是天 马 行 空）说回来，马的长处就是他的翅膀，“木秀于林，风必摧之”应该就是这种道理吧。

马的心理再强大，竟也挡不住别人锐利的眼光，唉。

总之，整个画面就是“飘飘何所似，天地一沙鸥”，就是“人生到处知何似，应似飞鸿踏雪泥”，就是“孤舟蓑笠翁，独钓寒江雪”。

就是一个飘渺旷远，就是十分写意。

但是短短一个30多分钟的动画，你有必要几乎每句话都是格言吗？

有点像是心灵鸡汤大杂烩了。

在画面上是简单粗线条勾勒，大片留白，造就空灵。

在语言上，就是海参灵芝人参粥（中老年人最爱的鸡汤杂烩） 反正，朋友们，我写爽了，开心了，不管了，最好没人能认出我来，嘻嘻。

"One of our greatest freedoms is how we react to things.I think you believe in me more than I do.Life is difficult, but you are loved.Asking for help isn't giving up. It's refusing to give up.You know sometimes your mind plays tricks on you. It can tell you are not good, that it is all hopeless. But I've discovered this: you're loved and important, and you bring to this world things that no one else can.So hold on.Home isn't always a place. Isn't it?"每种语言有它独有的优势，有别的语言表达不到的涵义，所以引用原版，或许更恰当。

白茫茫的荒原，美丽，但却空寂。

每当我开始迷茫，我的心就变得像这样，找不到方向。

生命色旅途本该就是不停流动、变换、向前的，可是，却总是希望找到一个最终的归途，就像是小男孩渴望找到一个家，也许只有拥有一个家，人生才会温暖而幸福。

我们总是想借助外物来帮助自我，但内心的寻觅却更加重要。

在这场充满风雪的心灵旅途当中，最先遇到的是鼹鼠先生，它是我们心中的善良之光。

它会在你孤独无助的时候，友好地向你打招呼；

小小的脑袋 说Hello的时候声音很温暖当你不小心将积雪弄到它的头上，它也只是满嘴说着是自己的错，并不怪罪于你，甚至还感谢你抱起它时带来的温暖；

它希望帮你找到家的道路；

宽慰你不要去害怕野外，走出自己的舒适区，尽情探索；

给你提供一些小小的鼓励，不要被不顺利打倒；

尽管自己特别的弱小，却还是善良的救助被困住的狐狸；

善良接受着每一个人，让你寻家的路上伙伴越来越多。

真诚是一只火红的狐狸，它是你遇到的第二个伙伴。

它需要直面自己心中的欲望，因为饥饿，会想要吃掉你和鼹鼠。

所以你需要将善良的鼹鼠先生和你自己保护好，放在高高的像蛋糕一样的树上，抵御欲望的吞噬。

真诚的狐狸有时候也会置自己于危险之中，他被绳子缠住了，如果不解脱，就会被冻死在这风雪之中，即使如此，它也并不欺瞒地表露自己的心声。

如果在这种情况下吐露真言，也许就不会得到救助了。

好在，它遇见的是善良，善良的鼹鼠先生救了狐狸。

所以当鼹鼠先生被冰冷的河水冲走，狐狸才会挺身而出。

善良救了别人，也会救你自己，而真诚是你最好的回报。

走着走着，你在一片树林里，遇见了勇气，哦，那是一匹壮硕的白马。

它加入了你们的队伍，驮着你走过了白雪覆盖的长途，还为你们抵御风雨；

为真诚而又有些落寞寡言的狐狸带来鼓励。

对抗外界是一种莫大的勇气，展露自己的内心，接纳自己，同样也是。

白马说自己会飞，因此而被其它马儿嫉妒，放弃自己的独特的个性。

你说，不管你是什么样子，我们都会爱你，这才是真正承认自己的勇气，它会带你飞跃一切的障碍。

你爱着别人，宽容别人，真诚也帮助你学会如此对待自己，给生命多一些耐心。

在白马的飞驰下，远处的村庄近在眼前了，那是足以被当做是家的地方。

要说再见了吗？

不，也许在这一路上找到的善良、真诚和勇气，它们是爱，也是更好的家。

男孩就如同迷茫的我一样，想回家却找不到路，一直在寻找和追问，在与同伴鼹鼠、狐狸和马同行之后，终于不再执着于特定的家，而是回归自我。

小鼹鼠像年幼时的我，老想着蛋糕，还觉得蛋糕是长在玻璃上的（大概它总是隔着窗户才看见蛋糕，从未进去过），认为家就是有蛋糕的地方，会记得并说出老鼹鼠的话，但又说不出个所以然。

会问男孩想成为什么样的人，理想是什么。

狐狸则是自恃强大的我，厌烦了处于弱者状态下的男孩跟小鼹鼠，想要驱逐他们以显现出力量。

但又因为他的傲慢和大意掉入陷阱当中，最终被鼹鼠所救。

随后又在小鼹鼠遇到危险时凭借力量救了他，并且一直跟随在他们身后，类似一个守护者。

马像一个历经世事的中年人，有能力、高大又善良，藏于树林之中，足以抵挡风雪，但也会因为害怕遭受嫉妒而藏起他引以为傲的翅膀。

如果那男孩是我，那么鼹鼠、狐狸和马也是我。

虽然阶段不同，但是也会同时出现，会一起走过也会离去。

既需要男孩的寻找和追问，也需要鼹鼠的纯真，还有狐狸的力量以及马的强壮。

（短片的画风不错，意象也挺好，但说教意味较重，整体算不错的片子了）——你说过最勇敢的话是什么？

——帮帮我。

寻求帮助并非是放弃，而是拒绝放弃。

我是这样理解这部电影的：电影有个明线，他们各自迷路了，在找回家的路。

家是一个意象，与之对应的，是迷茫，是漂泊，是可能从不需要具象存在，却要人慢慢参语、追求半生的内心的安定。

电影里有个细节，最后男孩与三只动物告别，官方中翻里将you翻译作了“你”，弹幕飘过说应该作“你们”。

我认为官方翻译没错，因为那三只动物在我眼中，其实也与男孩，共为一体。

男孩起初遇见的是鼹鼠，我认为它象征着男孩本性中的善良。

但当男孩不知道何为善良时，善良会变得盲目（将大树认作蛋糕）。

狐狸是我们长大过程中，以为不得不具备的能力，它可能与很多负面的东西绑定在了一起，比如腹黑，比如狡黠，比如心狠手辣，比如铁石心肠，比如。。。

我们可能一度会误以为，取得世俗的成功，必然要获得这些能力，也必然需要牺牲掉善良（对应狐狸对鼹鼠的恶意）。

可是，我们总有选择的机会，像鼹鼠救助了被困囿的狐狸后说的那样：“我们最大的自由，是我们对事物的反应方式。

”人非圣贤，我们难免会走一段弯路，不是吗？

马象征着我们的欲望，它随着我们自我意识的崛起而最后出现，可能一度困在某处很久隐忍不发，可能突然就飞奔而起，卷起千堆雪。

我们总是在欲望兴起时，忘却了如何控制它，为它所累，跌落马下。

可岁月总会教会我们成长，有时，恰恰是那不想经历又不得不经历的暴风雨，教会我们如何审视自己的善良，如何操纵自己的能力，如何驾驭自己的欲望。

人生总会有一段必须自己独自走过的阴暗漫长的路。

宝剑锋从磨砺出，雨过天晴，斗罢艰险，踏平坎坷，收拾行囊再出发。

此时，哪怕面对温柔乡，我们也多了份对诱惑的淡然，对幻梦的清醒，对自身品格的信赖，对未来的笃定。

“家”，哪怕就在对岸，触手可及又何如？

此心安处便是家。

吾与吾周旋久，宁作我，不慕华强，不慕他乡。